Sigh...
All about... Me!

Autobiography:

Name: Magz, formally known as Margretta

Birthday: 1st of june 1989

Star Sign: Gemini

Statue: single, but not available

Current saying: negro please!

Currently annoying rant: how fucked up the education system is by degrading english and making us poor students overanalyze every freakin movie, show, book we watch/read. POWER TO THE PEOPLE!!

Secret: I'm a hopeless romantic ^_^ dispite what I may say or do, I'm a sucker for anything lurvveee. Ssshhhhhh... don't tell anyone!

My Sunshines

My Anh <3
Monica <3
Amanda <3
Michelle <3
Wendy <3
Aqueedah <3


Things That Make You Go MmMmMm... (aka interests)


* Writing - Its where I write things I probably wouldn't do or say... ah, who am I kidding? LoLz! Its just where I flex and stretch my talent

* Drawing (though really shit at it, but I can have dreams!)

* Shopping - Its a sport on its own, and very theraputic. You can NEVER have too many accessories! Can I get a hell yeah?

* Playing Pool - I'm actually really good at it. Not to beep my own horn... but... BEEP BEEP! LoLz

* Gossiping and Bitching - Theres nothing like a good gossip session and bitchfest with good friends. Its how girls bond, I advice everyone do it.

* Love Songs - I LOVE love songs. The emotion, the lyrics, the meaning. Ahhh... Its beautiful!

* Spending Time Alone - I know that makes me sound like a hermit, but spending time with yourself is the best! especially because I'm such good company! ^_^

Bold as Love

hey hey sunshines! welcome to my little corner of the world wide web. beautiful isn't it? enjoy yourself!


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Monday, May 15, 2006
You Should Be A Gemini

What's good about you: witty and energetic, you're simply the most fun to be around

What's bad about you: you're flighty - losing interest in people and projects quickly

In love: you enjoy the "honeymoon phase," but after that it's hard for you to stick around

In friendship, you're: likely to have many groups of friends, with many different interests

Your ideal job: mime, guru, or cartoonist

Your sense of fashion: casual and simple

You like to pig out on: fast food, especially burritos


You Should Be A Poet

You craft words well, in creative and unexpected ways.
And you have a great talent for evoking beautiful imagery...
Or describing the most intense heartbreak ever.
You're already naturally a poet, even if you've never written a poem.




POEM OF THE MOMENT:


SONNET 116
Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impediments. Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove:
O no! it is an ever-fixed mark
That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
It is the star to every wandering bark,
Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
Within his bending sickle's compass come:
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
If this be error and upon me proved,
I never writ, nor no man ever loved.


Shakespeare may have been fucked, and a bitch to study about, but he knew his shit.

Laterz!


MaGz [ 7:52 am ] | 1 comments

Friday, January 06, 2006
hey hey girlies (and guys ^_^) just a few quizzes I so kindly thought i'd drop by. have fun!


Your French Name is:

Liana Langlois



Your Power Color Is Gold

At Your Highest:

You are engrossed in passions that mentally stimulate you.

At Your Lowest:

You seek thrills and neglect what's important in your life.

In Love:

You see dating as adventure and approach it with an open attitude.

How You're Attractive:

You passion for life makes others passionate about you.

Your Eternal Question:

"Am I Having Fun?"



The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.




You Are a Margarita

You aren't just the life of the party, you are the party!
You mix a good drink, bust out some great music, and know how to get down.



You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.

Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.

At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.



nuff said, huh?

catcha laters sunshines!


MaGz [ 6:08 pm ] | 0 comments

Thursday, January 05, 2006
hey hey sunshineeess!!
i know i haven't updated in God-knows-when, but I've just been busy with other things. Its the year 2006 now... YAY!!! only three terms left and school is goneskies! I just can't wait!! and me and my girls are going roadtrip baby! lolz.
Anyway, I've been engrossed in writing these days, which is just as well because I've got my english major project due and art, and ext. schools just piling up on me :( and I've only got a couple of more weeks before I go back. NoOoOo... year 12... thats scary shittt.
oh wells, I just wanted to say that isn't my layout cutee?? lolz its my baby now.
okies den girlies, next time I promise I'll have more to say.
Catcha' Laters Sunshines!


MaGz [ 9:36 pm ] | 0 comments

Monday, November 21, 2005
Hey hey sunshines!!!

Now I know I haven't updated in, like, ages, but thats because I've been busy with school and my "so called love life", but I call it a pathetic attempt to find someone suitable to date me lolz, which, by the way, has been unsuccessful. *sigh* oh well, single life for me. Thats cool, doesn't mean I can't go out there and get some lolz. I can't be bothered to post an actual comment so I'll just leave you guys with snippets of my work and poems. Enjoy!




Today was different.

Today, you knocked logic right off its axis. And I happily drowned in the confusion.

Why?

Because today… today, I was as bold as love.

(dedicated to a certain Mr. Baker ^_^) AN. Jimmy Hendrix - "Bold as Love"

-*-

He wishes for cloths of heaven.

Had I the heavens’ embroidered clothes,
Enwrought with golden and silver light;
The blue and the dim and the dark cloths
Of night and light and the half light,
I would spread the cloths under your feet:
But I, being poor, have only my dreams;
I have spread my dreams under your feet,
Tread softly because you tread on my dreams.

-- WB Yeats.
Life and Death Chronicles.

-*-

© Denial


She doesn’t like him. Well, not that much anyway.

And these feeling she experiencing with him -- butterflies in her stomach, a tell tale blush on her cheeks whenever his name is mentioned, a burning for his skin on her skin like she’s never felt before -- is just infatuation.

“Stupid teenage hormones,” her health teacher says.

She doesn’t like him.

But there are those rare times when he smiles at her (she always did say he had an amazing smile) as she passes, or he offers her a ride when its raining and she stupidly forgot her umbrella, though she’d burn every umbrella in the world if it meant she would be alone in a car with him.

And on very rare occasions, like tonight, she would meet up with him at the corner park of first and main, cursing like a madwoman when she arrives twenty minutes late because she couldn’t figure out what to wear. Not that she cared what he thought.

“You’re here.”

He says softly, his polo shirt clinging to his hunched frame, and suddenly she feels like wrapping her small, firm arms around him.

But she doesn’t.

Not because she’s afraid of rejection or because she’s scared she won’t let go, but because deep down inside her, she doesn’t like him. Not that much anyway.

Or so she keeps telling herself, over and over again as she reaches for him.

-*-

Okay, thats pretty much it. And if any of you are wondering, yes, all the short pieces have to do with/refer to Mr. Baker hehehe. I just can't get him out of my mind, not for too long anyway. But like I said, there's just something about rockstars...

I believe in a thing called luuurrrvvveee. do you?

nuff said'.

Laters Sunshines!


MaGz [ 9:42 pm ] | 0 comments

Tuesday, October 25, 2005
H[e]y H[e]y [S]un[s]hine[s]!

I'm back by popular demand! ... well, not really, but I know deep down inside you want me to fill you in on my fabulous life, right? LoLz, thats what I thought. Well, recently I've started this "video diary" project and the whole purpose of it is for me to express my feelings out and to look back and understand myself better. Its kind of my free therapy. So yeah, I've been recording and just saying normal things; how my day was, if theres any update on "rockstar" hehehe, if I'm angry I'll just say it. Its good, but very private so no one is allowed to peek! ... unless you ask really nicely ^_~.


So I was recently thinking of what I want to do when I'm older and a thought came to me. I think I'll be a sex therapist. What you think? I mean, I orginally wanted to be a phyciatrist but I don't think I'd be too good at that, and then I wanted to do something in literacy like editing or something like that, but if I'm a sexologist I can do both those things, I mean I talk about s-e-x enough to not get bored with it if I choose to be studying it. And the "act" always interested me anyway. But we'll see how that goes though.


So its term 4 right now, and we're like freshmen year 12. How cute. I guess you never know what to expect in high school. And speaking of the unexpected... I like someone. LoLz, most of you already know so I'm not going to go too deep into it. Yes, rockstar is amazing. I don't know if its love, but its pretty damn close.


I've downloaded all these old school, just chillout songs and updated my "songs to make love to" collection, I've got like 50 songs now which is great! LoLz, now I'm just waiting to use them! But yeah, these chillout songs are great, especially when its been a rather shit day and you just want to unwind with some good old music. I highly recommend Jeff Buckley. He is an amazing songwriter and that totally shines through in his music. I just feel like crusing sometimes, like just taking a car (even though I haven't got my L's yet) and fly away. And sometimes when I'm high it almost feels like I'm taking a fast car and flying away... ah wells, thats wishful thinking on my part. I don't want to be too focussed on complex things, like I just want to float... away... *sigh* Somes I feel my days have been a dream. Sometimes I feel my days have been a nightmare. But thats only every so often.


Love definitely seems as though its in the air, invading our hearts and spreading all over the body and I say, let us not go gentle into that good night! Rage, Rage against the dying of the light... LoLz, sorry, I went all Dylan Thomas on you. But yeah, love is so complicated. Whats it all about? When's its end? When's its beginning? Thats another reason I want to become a sexologist, I want to figure out why we as humans react over simple touches and gestures, I want to understand the depths in which people would go to not only satisfy their lover/significant other but to feel their love. Heh, I've been corny huh? You love it *shrugs*


Okay, this is me signing off now. I'll try to update sooner but something tells me I won't be doesn't matter, just give me a holla and we'll chat. Laters,
[S]un[s]hine[s]!


Love always,
[M]agz


MaGz [ 5:11 pm ] | 0 comments